Ugh in having a lot of anxiety today. I threw up my lunch. And in worried about dinner because we are all going out and there is literally nothing healthy about this place. I am feeling day and disgusting so I am arguing with my self. In giving my self stupid options:
Don’t eat anything at all and feel like crap.
Eat a burger and throw it up then feel like crap.
Eat a burger and keep it down and feel like a fat cow.
I don’t wanna do any of that but I don’t have a choice today.